So Strange Yet So Common

Xmas ’10

24 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment

by snowflakequeen in Life

How ironic that Christmas this year happens to be the warmest while mine is cold.

I also can’t believe that this is the first time I have blogged again for 2010. 6 days from now, a new year is about to unfold.

Well, a lot of things have happened to me this year, but I don’t think it’s even necessary to document it. I just want to let it pass and learn from it. I hope 2011 will bring me good news and good vibes. I am tired of having a routinized living.

I didn’t have Noche Buena last night. I didn’t see the essence of it, I was home alone with nobody else with. I was supposed to meet someone yesterday, apparently he’s to busy to text me with his plans. At least, it just clears to me that his an A**hole and does not need my attention ever. Besides, his pa-coño effect turns me off big time, hindi bagay sa kanya!

Also, what saddens me is that none of my family bothered to call me or text me for this holiday. No wonder why I feel so apathetic towards them.

The only good outcome yesterday and today, is that I had a new feisty red polished nails!

till the next blogging!

Cheers!

Blog resurrection

17 Dec 2009 Leave a Comment

by snowflakequeen in Life

Hola! Finally, I found time to update my blog. I had thoughts of deleting this but found out that it is not possible. I guess it was a good idea of the creators of this website, people can be fickle-minded sometimes. I am happy that my account is alive and kickin’ again. Hopefully I could update this blog as soon as possible. I am not a good writer you see. Sometimes my thoughts are jumbled in my head and I am having a hard time constructing them in a sentence or paragraph. I don’t want to confuse myself later on when i decide to read them.

as time flies by

24 Mar 2009 Leave a Comment

by snowflakequeen in Life

i am in the mood to blog today. I have created numerous blogs before but none of those I was able to retain. I easily get bored with it. I always change my thoughts. I don’t really have a constructive thought wherein I can put all together so it would be more readable or pleasing to the eyes at least. But now, I realized that it’s not all about how you type it, this is not a grammar school for goodsake. I felt too that I am depriving myself of showing what I really want to say thinking that someone might not like what i just typed. Anyway, I told myself it will be much better if I will just type and type and type my thoughts here and let’s see what happens.

Last Wednesday I went out with some of my college friends, we had dinner and chatted about our lives now. I’ve been missing hanging out with them, I find it hard to keep friends for long because most of them change as time goes by. Although, there are some of my friends who weren’t able to keep up because of their busy shedules at work and with their own family as well. It’s very different now, how i wish we could all go back to those days where we just worry of our outfit for our crush, our makeup brands, gimmicks, movies and crushes again. Well now, most of them started to marry and have their own family and started working too. This is the time where we drifted apart. Most of them remember you when they need something. It’s sad. Someone told me that it is natural for a person to come to you when they need you. I know it is. But I don’t find it nice. That’s mean.  I guess I have to stick to the people I know who are nice and true to me.

Pissed off

15 Mar 2009 Leave a Comment

by snowflakequeen in Life

Yesterday I saw my hatest person on earth and she is with my most despised people on earth. I didn’t know that they will be together. I now believe in the saying “Same feathers, flock together”. I am not supposed to be feeling this way but I feel mad and angry maybe because I wasn’t able to do anything. I don’t want to mind them, but i must say they have hit my ego. I don’t know what’s wrong with me? why people do mean things to you especially when you are noce to them or didn’t do anything at all? i feel bad and sad about it… I’m pissed off…

My Space

14 Mar 2009 Comments Off

by snowflakequeen in Life

I’ve been out for quite sometime now, I was not in the mood to blog… it just that after all the things i have been through, I just don’t know where to start. Anyway, these past few days I re-arranged the whle house, did some general cleaning and general arrangements. I didn’t know we had so much space where we can walk around hehehe our house now looked more pleasing to the eyes and comfortable. I’ve thrown all the unnecessary things from the past. I felt so much home now.

They say there is no place like home. And it is absolutely true. I was away for two whole weeks and I have missed the smell of our house so much!  To top it all I miss my one and only LOVE: WILLIAM my 3 month old japanese spitz. I didn’t know he could grow so fast in just 2 weeks. He’s very sweet although i could see some naughtiness in him. But bey he’s just a puppy. I am having problems potty training him. he kept on shitting anywhere i have scolded him once but he got scared and hid under the bed, I don’t want to him to be scared of me but I want him to learn and to let him know who’s the boss here. Anyway, I got an idea this morning I let him go outside and poop and it worked! BUT after that later on he pooped on my brothers mattress. how gross is that? and of course my brother is so upset too that i needed to lock him up on his cage for what he did. I really don’t want to put him inside the cage i just can feel the stress there but he has to learn too. I want him to grasp the idea that everytime he did something wrong he will go inside the cage and everything he did something good will be replaced with a treat.

That’s all for now.. I hope i could update it as much as possible. This makes me feel good but too lazy to do them LOL!

simple life, simple joy

10 Feb 2009 Leave a Comment

by snowflakequeen in Life

Finally I have bought myself a Divx Player with a USB slot, Ive been wanting it ever since my thesis mate told me that it is much better than any dvd players. I also bought myself an 8 gb flash disk where I can save all the movies I’ve downloaded from torrent (I hope that’s okay!).

Anyway, I went to the mall with my good looking friend “Archie” (that’s not his real name!) we rarely talk nowadays but he texted me last night and told me that he needed someone to talk to about his current problem. So, I thought to myself that it should be something grave since he finally thought of confiding to me. I really have no idea what his problem was then after our small chat he started to elaborate to me his problems, then I could sense that he is about to reveal something. He finally told me his “sexuality” he told me that he doesn’t want to hide it anymore, he wants to go out of the closet. He finally said that he is gay. He was waiting for my reaction, but i didn’t react and then I just softly said “and then?” honestly, I didn’t know how to respond. I knew ever since that anytime soon he will accept who he really is and what he really wants for his self. Now he is slowly opening his doors and coming out of the closet.

With his revelation, he told me that I am the very first person he told about it. I felt happy becuase he trusts me. He knows i could take care of that very sensitive issue. I hope people should respect them. No one should treat them differently, besides they are still human.

Is single the new alone?

05 Feb 2009 Leave a Comment

by snowflakequeen in Life

I am sad to see to see that my friends, one by one are starting not to care with each other. They have become to busy with their work and love life. I have nothing against that though, but to ignore your freinds like that I think is not acceptable. Most of them are refusing our invitation to go out since they will be with their boyfriend or they’re boyfriend has prohibited them from going out with other people.

I never had a boyfriend so I don’t know how it really works. But one thing for sure I will not abandon any of my friends just for a guy. I find that unfair and selfish, I will not trade my friendship to anyone. I noticed too, that my friends will only start to mingle with us when they have ended their relationship with their boyfriend. Is that how it really works? Friends are lifesavers? Is that the only purpose of a friend? To save you from being alone?

With the things going on right now, I have set some rules for myself. I told myself not to be too attached with my friends, set limitations for myself, learn to give importance to myself or so to say be more selfish. Maybe I have a different conception with friends too. I have watched sex and the city and friends too much so I thought that friends are really that close and intact. I sometimes wonder maybe there is something wrong with me, maybe I am too demanding, but on a second thought I never demand anything to them nor I asked favors from them. It was always my friends who do those things to me because they know that I don’t complain or I don’t mind it. I envy a group of girls who are very close to one another, very open to one another. How i wish could have girlfriends like that.

I thought of having a boyfriend could make it easier for me, but I don’t think that would be fair for me and for the guy. I want everything to be genuine not because it is needed or just to fill the missing blanks. I know my come will time. I have faith with that. I know that God is not yet done creating a blockbuster love story for me. I am just dramtic because valentine’s is fast approaching and I am date-less. But that is fine God will be my date! CIAO!

Goodbye Mercury Retrograde!

01 Feb 2009 Leave a Comment

by snowflakequeen in Life

Finally The Mecury Retrograde (Jan. 11 – Feb. 1) is now over!

I was worried with what I read about “Mercury Retrograde”, some experts says that it is not advisable for you to engage in any agreements since conflict is so likely to arise. Also, communication gadgets are affected as well, it is not a good time to buy cellphones because it has a big chance of being broken or defected. True enough,  my friend bought a new cellphone two weeks ago and had already replaced it twice due its so many deficiency. My brother is also selling his car but postponed it for a while, he is somewhat scared that there could be conflicts with his prospect clients. I think there is nothing wrong to avoid those. We just want to be safe.

Anyway, I am so glad that I finally got my backpay and so happy to see that i got much more than what i have expected. I opened a savings account for myself, I think it’s time for me to start saving money so I wouldn’t always end up being broke. I have to give up my impulsive buying.=) I need to be mature with my cash, It’s for my own good too. (haha can’t believe I’m like lecturing myself!)

Oh btw, I finally finsihed reading New Moon by Stephenie Meyer. haha it took me like 2 months to finsh that book. I can’t even remeber the other half of the story (kiddin’) It really takes me time to finish a book if i am not really into it. Well it’s not that I don’t like the book, but to be honest I find it boring. Well let’s see if Eclipse has something more to offer.

I am sleepy now. Till tomorrow! CIAO!